Today is Monday, September 26. It is after 1:30 as I begin this post and so far it has been a good day. And, you know that I love that! Of course, who doesn't love a good day? My definition of a good day has just changed somewhat. A good day around here now means a clear head and minimal naps. And time to complete a blog post and maybe watch a little TV. Quite a life, huh? Eventually I'll add going to work into the mix, but right now I'm usually so tired after a radiation treatment that I end up napping the morning away — and when your job is basically a half-day morning/early afternoon job... well, between treatment, naps, and lunch there's just not a lot of time or energy for work. I'm hopeful that once radiation is over, though, that I'll be able to get back to a regular work schedule... or close to it.
Today I learned that after tomorrow the focus of the radiation changes... meaning it becomes concentrated on a smaller area. The way I understand it is that right now, because there is a lot of swelling associated with the tumor, they have been targeting a large area — the tumor and all the swollen areas around it. After tomorrow, they'll narrow the focus and target the actual tumor. Of course, I may have that wrong... but that's what I understood them to say today. And, as is usual with me, I didn't ask how that will affect me. I guess I'll just see what happens. They are planning to keep my steroid dose the same throughout this week and I think try reducing it one more time at the beginning of next week.
I think that's the medical update for today. Boy, I long for the day when you don't have to endure those (and I don't have to write them)!
Now it's time for today's scripture — from the Psalms again.
Psalm 69:5-6, 16
"O God, you know how foolish I am; my sins cannot be hidden from you. Don't let those who trust in you be ashamed because of me, O Sovereign Lord of Heaven's Armies. Don't let me cause them to be humiliated, O God of Israel....
"Answer my prayers, O Lord, for your unfailing love is wonderful. Take care of me for your mercy is plentiful."
Again I'm reminded of dcTalk's song, "What if I Stumble" (it's imbedded in this post). I've either commented on a similar verse before or just talked about this before, but one of my "fears" has always been that I'll do or say something stupid that will lead people astray. It remains a concern of mine... especially as I post so much here on the internet. I am often so very foolish and God knows that's true. I do pray that my foolishness does not cause people to lose sight of the Lord. And that when I temporarily lose my way that I am either quickly convicted by the Holy Spirit or confronted by another Believer. And I pray that my heart remains soft to hear what the Holy Spirit is saying to me — because, really, I prefer His chastisement (especiallly when he's gentle with me) to something more public and humiliating. And, I'm not too fond of having to apologize. :)
Since my world is a bit isolated right now — I'm not going to work or out into public too much — it's pretty easy to remain focused on the Lord and be "more spiritual". Also, I do work in a Christian environment — which doesn't necessarily mean that we all always act in Christian ways, but it does provide us with a similar standard of behavior and understanding of each other. So, I realize that my situation may make it easier to live in a holy way. But I do believe that God provides help for us in bad situations. Sometimes all we have to do is ask.
I was in a situation once as a teacher where I felt like my assistant was persecuting one especially precocious child because he talked a lot and was a bit of a smart-mouth. (He was pretty funny, though. I stifled many-a-smile that year! :) ) Anyway, I wasn't sure exactly how I wanted to handle it and after a couple days it finally dawned on me to pray about it. The next day, at the time of day where the clash regularly occured, the assistant came to me and said something like, "The way I've been disciplining so-and-so has not been working so I've decided not to do that anymore." I was so flabbergasted. And thankful for the speedy answer to prayer. So — I guess I'm saying, when you have a concern... pray about it! Seems obvious, doesn't it? So why does it often take us so long to think of that? The Lord wants us to be dependent on Him. He wants to help us in all sorts of situations. Nothing is too big or too small to take to Him in prayer.
And, why does He do this (rescue us)? Because He hears our prayers. He loves us with an unfailing love. He loves to take care of us. And His mercy is plentiful. Could you ask for anything more? I think not!
Well, I spent a little time in the craft room this morning so I have something new to share today. That makes me happy. :)
If you've been around here for quite awhile, you know I decided to get rid of some of my stamp sets... but I wanted to have a party for each one before sending it off to live with a friend. Originally, I was doing that by using each stamp in the set... but I just couldn't get inspired by all the stamps in this particular set so I decided to break my rules. Instead, I'm just doing the images that I want to do. I guess when you make the rules you can break the rules. :)
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The little sentiment is the image from the set that I'm giving away.
And this is yet another card that didn't go exactly as planned. In fact, I'll explain my idea but it is still really hard to see, so I guess it didn't work out too well. My thought was that I would stamp the large image with Versamark, quickly cut it into strips, separate the strips in order, and then emboss every other one. Would've worked pretty well if I has separated the strips in order so I didn't have two unembossed strips in a row. Oh, well. Mistakes are opportunities for improvements, right? So I employed my favorite distraction tactic... strips of glitter. :) And I think that, somehow, I came up with a pretty decent looking card.
AND TELL: stamps are from Stampin' Up (All-Year Cheer III, Bella Toile); cardstock is SU (vellum) and a pre-scored card from Halcraft (Natural Color Card Value Pack); ink is Versamark and StazOn (Jet Black); embossing powder is Stamp-n Stuff (Detail Clear); glitter is Prisma (ultra fine gold); stickers are Martha Stewart (orange-yellow dahlia); also used 1/8" Scor-tape.
Thought I'd show you a couple pictures from around here. This first one is from the spread that Ken puts out for us to eat while we watch our Carolina Panthers play football.
He's pretty amazing, isn't he? In the pre-brain tumor days when I was doing all this, there would have been a pile of cheese slices and a pile of sausage slices. No fruit. My only quirk with our sausage and cheese was that there had to be the same number of each and they needed to be fairly thinly and evenly sliced. Well, Ken has taken our Sunday afternoon football meal to new heights. :) (We also have a basket full of crackers and our own mustard preferences — Ken's regular old yellow mustard and my honey-mustard.) Anyway, every Sunday you can now picture what we'll be eating during the football game. Unless Ken changes things up a bit. Which could happen. :)
Then I thought I'd show you my morning nap couch companion.
Isn't she a sweetie? Actually, she doesn't stay on the couch with me for very long. She thinks I take up too much room. :)
And that's probably enough for today. Thanks so much for stopping by. I appreciate your visits so much! Have a great rest of your day — and I'm sending you hugs!